‘I have prepared a Way for You’ saith the Lord; My Ark and Heart Freed in God.

He said to Me ‘I have prepared a Way for You’ and My view of the Future became clearer. My Ark will See Me across the Voyage of Life, through the storms. My Ark is My Life’s Work.

‘I have prepared a Way for You’ saith the Lord; My Ark and Heart Freed in God.

There comes a moment of relief, a personal victory. It comes from having fought Your Demons. And surrendering Your Idols into the Lord in prayer worship.

What Do I Mean by this?

I mean that when You have written out a detailed plan, had an image in Your mind of what You desire Your life to be, began to fixate in Your thoughts of want in the future. Then before You took concrete steps You held back, waited and started to pray.

In this moment You realized that whatever plans You made Would be cut to ribbons [as with all Your past plans and ambitions]. The Image became an Idol, and Your thoughts became warped around Idolatry.

It’s not that You have to stop looking in the mirror or taking selfies, everything in moderation. It's that You were molding Your Own flesh into a Carved Image and Idol of living mass.

But before You took this path in life You prayed. And You asked God if it was Ok to Hope and Dream. And God made You wait in silence and suffer boredom, then when You came back to Him in prayer He said into Your Heart ‘I have prepared a Way for You.’

It should be noted that I asked God if it was Ok for Me to embark on a journey whereby I would be a Leader and A Man of Science. I hoped that I could do this for My Own benefit and aspiration. But I waited and prayed and asked to see if this was molding Myself into An Idol.

I surrendered My Idols, Idolatry and Fantasies to God; and God returned to Me an Answer that I could prepare My Ark.

He said to Me ‘I have prepared a Way for You’ and My view of the Future became clearer.

My Ark will See Me across the Voyage of Life, through the storms. My Ark is My Life’s Work and Founding an Organization which brings Me Great Meaning, Purpose and Joy (as well as to Keep Me busy).

My Heart No Longer Condemns Me Before God. Whereas before I was cast down, full of doubt and lambasting in the dread that I was going away from God, I prayed and sat on My thoughts for a few weeks. Then I prayed again.

Now I believe as Pastor Vlad Savchuck  has preached, that God is developing Me for Dominion. I have long since been delivered, now God wants Me to take a role of responsibility in His Kingdom.

You see that Every design or plan I had had in life was cut to ribbons in the sequence of events as they turned.

I dropped Out of Two Masters Programs, was diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder, and barely scrapped By on My Bachelors degree. I have only ever had One Job working in My Father’s Landscaping Company. I have never held a real job given by a third party. I have fallen away from the Catholic Church and Am currently a part of, though not attending My local Baptist congregation.

But When I made plans in the past, the Lord beset Me with Failure, because they were not done In Prayer; and Also—He Had better Higher Plans.

Seemingly Haphazard I found the CTMU and By chance made some initial video on It; then I fell into the Metaphysic as My Life’s Work—agains seemingly like an accident.

But Now I know that this was No accident, that God was ferrying Me over to the Mission to which I would become fated.

Now I am on the cusp of organizing and looking after a group of CTMU Compatriots. Men Who are better memorized and versed in that Metaphysical System than I; but Who I can aid by being a Person to rally them forth.

Leadership done in Service, Christian Leadership—Where My Teleology is in Christ, My Aim is True, and I look to Help those Who I hope will further the Movement and the Group.

This is what Dominion looks like, and the best way to practice dominion is to Emulate Christ, and Christ Prayed all the time. So I ask God, unburden on Him my Worries. He will tie every string and loose every advantage and gain. He will add the increase.

I feel blessed to run this Holy endeavour, My humble part in the CTMU as a Movement, under the auspices of Our Creator God.

Go prepare and stay fast in the Lord,