Why God Created the Perfectible/Redeemable Cosmos, Nature Perfected in Him—the Miracle of Love & My Personal Testimony

*This is What ‘Atonement/Redemption’ Really Is, it is the Re-coupling of Man and Nature to God Through Christ as Mediator

Why God Created the Perfectible/Redeemable Cosmos, Nature Perfected in Him—the Miracle of Love & My Personal Testimony

I have Felt Now the purpose behind God’s creating the Cosmos. The message that I impart to You now was given to Me by a Triune God as I looked on staring into the Sun through the leaves of the Tree outside My window; where the light shone in that perfect picture capturing the beauty of the natural articulation of the leaves and branches of the tree. The gentle breeze and waves of Calm of Grace, of His Grace bathed Me along with the natural sunlight.

Did God Create Sin? He created the First Man Adam who would fall into Sin and corrupt nature. This is the cause of all suffering—not that We are owed punishment for Our fallibility but that nature separated from God’s love through Adam’s disobedience is and can only be so corrupt. NOT that We deserve Destruction. But that corruption, sin, pain, suffering, and destruction reigns when it [natural material-man-dust] is apart from God.

But Why did God allow this to follow through, to transpire, why didn’t He start again and re-create ex nihilo? Why didn’t He wipe us clean from Being and Existence.

It is not simply that God is arbitrary or vain in His original creation, and I won’t give You the platitude that this is the best possible created World [though it is truly this by design as well].

* ‘Rather,’ the Revelation I felt is that God saw the perfection to Come [His Kingdom Come] of Redemption, Man Redeemed, That Mass of Sinful Corrupted Flesh made Anew and Perfect—Grace and His Love abounding onto and through Us All like rays of light in brilliance.

And it is not that Christ is this perfect little creation that is so neat and sinless [though He is Perfect and Sinless make no mistake]. It's rather that Christ was the Creator who created the First Man ex nihilo then Became the Second Adam—lived as Man lives, died on the Cross and through this Passion He Regenerated the Corrupt Man by Paragon Moral Exemplar, Act-Victory and Passion-Love.

I don’t either buy the line that God Needs to Hurt and Kill to punish the flesh, flesh performs and does this all on its own when decoupled from God…

* ‘Remember' that the Argument Here is that God did not create corrupted nature, it is the nature [natural material-man-dust] is corrupted when decoupled from God.

* ‘Christ’ is the Re-coupling of Nature to God through Love and Love-In-Sacrifice. A Sacrifice so Potent as to Scourge and Kill the very Creator God.

*This is What ‘Atonement/Redemption’ Really Is, it is the Re-coupling of Man and Nature from a corrupted state de-coupled from God— into a Glorified-Graceful-Regenerate-Loving- Infused state as re-coupled with God and Jesus as the Mediator of This Holy Bondage/Union.

To give Myself as an example.

My Heart No longer Condemns Me before God as in 1 John 3:20-24 {“or if our heart condemns us, God is greater than our heart, and knows all things. Beloved, if our heart does not condemn us, we have confidence toward God. And whatever we ask we receive from Him, because we keep His commandments and do those things that are pleasing in His sight.”}

Again, My Heart no longer condemns Me before God, but it wasn’t always this Way…

At the age of 19 I dosed on psilocybin [magic mushrooms] and had a Waking Nightmare of a trip that made Me not sleep for 3 days and end Up forcibly hospitalized under girded restraints—shouting at the top of My lungs at the intake hospital staff and sedated into unconsciousness [and thrown into a rubber room in a straight-jacket]. It's almost incomprehensible but it happened. I felt the very first night of this drug-induced psychosis episode that God was crushing Me under His Heel. Indeed I curled up in a ball on the floor and hallucinated this and it felt like it was happening too in reality. A War for My Mind and Heart was being waged in that moment.

I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia, a diagnosis that I do not dispute today.

With reflection in earnest I realize that this episode of psychosis and the hallucination of God crushing Me under his heel was all a deception by the very real Demon that had inhabited My mind and attached to My soul. The Demon had tricked Me into believing God had a hatred of Me when really it was a Demon—Perhaps Satan Himself!

But when I became cogent and clear after 2 weeks in a Psyche Ward, and being brought under proper treatment and medication [which I must advise for all such mental health diagnoses]  I had a realization…

Prior to all of this I was a staunch atheist as inherited from My Father, who was and is still an unbeliever.

But after the Demon-torture of a Psychosis Episode I came to an admission: “There is a God.”

This was the threshold of being in Hell, a literal trip into the Underworld for Me.

And from it I was saved “there is a God,” I realized the exact moment the Demon was ‘crushing Me’. It would take shape in My life that 4 years later (2018) I became a Catholic, and four years after this I would be adult baptized (2022) naming and accepting Jesus Christ as My personal Saviour and Lord.

Now after spending the last 6 months Alone [almost as a Monk does in hermitage in constant prayer] I have matured in the Faith.

I am 28 years old now. And I’m here to tell You that as of today I lay bathed in the Love of God and Feel His Presence and Spirit in My Soul. It is no longer a Demon attached to Me, it is the Lord of Love.

My Heart no longer condemns Me before God and I feel freed to do My life’s work and mission advancing and defending the Kingdom of God.

And for this Reason God created Each One of Us. Because the Suffering pales in comparison to the Glory, Grace, and All-Embracing Love. Nature Redeemed, whole and complete in Holy Union with the Lord. And Now My Life has Just Begun, My work is far from finished, But I conduct My days as Abraham Did in Full Faith and Credit of the Lord. I feel the Regenerate Heart and Mind worthy and party to the Lord Jesus. And am in Holy Union with Him, this in My most sober of Mind [free of psychotic symptoms for 6+ years now and going strong].

What Will You make of Your resplendence in the Lord, in His Glory and Perfected Nature of Yourself as Man. How about a Prayerful Theology?

In Jesus Name, Amen.